Well this is my very first attempt at this kind of thing. I clearly have no idea as to what i am doing since it has taken me ages to get this far… i was almost about to give up but then my little mantra of “don’t give up!‘ was shouted in the back of my head. Does anyone else have that little voice who whispers things inside your head? or is it just me?!  It’s not always a complementary voice and it doesn’t always say helpful things! ….and how is it that THAT voice can be so quiet yet so persistent?  no amount of loud music can drown it out.  It’s a good thing really since i think that voice is the thing that keeps me going on the really bad days. It can be quite humorous and witty when it wants to be which often brings a smile to my face. Without sounding all doom and gloom (because generally i try not to be) there have been a fair few bad days of late but i’m not here to moan to the world about all my problems (or am I?) i’m not quite sure yet why i am here. The only thing i know is that i’ve been thinking about starting to write again more and more lately untill i found myself creating this site today. It’s all a process. One step at a time. Believe me that is my maximum speed these days. It is impossible to get anything done in my house or concentrate with a heard of small beings creating havoc or demanding some kind of attention. How do you people find the time to write these blogs everyday???? and here i am just getting in my swing and my darling little six year old has informed me it must be dinner time soon and what are we having? guess that’s my que to either hunt in the back of the fridge for leftovers or create some magical meal out of thin air (since i haven’t gone shopping in a couple days owed to my other miniature human having a vomiting bug).

Wish me luck. Hopefully i’ll get a chance to write more later.